Tuesday, December 12, 2006
miss miss
its december 12th.
its december already!!
well well..looking back, i realise i did quite alot of nonsensical stuff
for the past 12 months.
See, i started my modelling shites with that farked up agency.(i think its exactly 1yr ago)
i hate my agency now and i have been rejecting all the job offers
cause i dont think they deserve the commission.
but i miss walking.
i love the runway.
i love the 1 min of fame and glam onstage.
even though it means alot of bitching,backstabbing,scheming and all the i-feel-so-fugly and why-cant-i-just-walk-properly moments.
even though it means u change within 30seconds
even though u have to put on the sweetest smile in front of your client when u woke up from the wrong side of the bed.
even though it means hearing crude remarks now and then.
this is the time where i learn alot,for myself. (:
its been a longlong time since i last wore that 4inch stilettos.
i wore it earlier on and tried to walk a few rounds.
i think i lost the aura.
i think i lost the power.
i felt that i lost something i can say i am rather good at.
TARA WHERE ARE YOU.***********
char complained that there wasnt enough pictures of her.
so HERE'S TO CHAR:
And cause my face was cut off from that collage, i have to put it up again LOL
and lastly,i know little boy is not feelin good...(talk about results jitters--is there such a word)
so i did this for my little boy.my goldfish rawks la.
8:19 AM
