Sunday, January 7, 2007
hello to Me.
i had this freaking funny interview today,
which tests my dialect-knowledge-ability.
i think i passs laa
And now i'm indulging in some Me time.
U know, an ultra emofreak like me gets emo very often.
But i just don't tell anyone about it.
I keep those thoughts to myself.
When these thoughts fill up my brain n i cannot take it anymore;
But sometimes, i don't know wad to do.
It's good if u have very close friends who understand
I have bestie.Zzpy.Hjm.Fen.Fio.Char.But they are all so farrrrrr away from me.
It's like when i really wanna See them, they are not free.
when i really wanna tell them some stuff, they are busy.
U know the feeling when u keep things inside for too long,
U no longer wanna tell anyone about it anymore?
And then u miraculously hope that those thoughts will vanish somehow,
forgetting the fact that they are probably too emo to be kept out of.
At least now i say, i have little boy.
But i can't be dependent on him!!!
But i'm dependent on my friends.Alot.
And sad to say, i think i am dependent on hamburgerface too.
no good.
there's so much to say most of the time.
but when i See someone, i don't know how to put them all in words.
So i either summarise or i will just shrug n smile, pretending that it's all ok.
That's why it'll be good if u can read my mind ((: RITE BESTIE.RITE ZZPY
It's a pity that we live in sucha freaking superficial society.
And it's quite sad that u have friends in school
but u have no close ones.
And given the damn farking hectic schedule, those that u want to be better/closer friends with are apparently as busy as u are, and u prolly end class at a different as her.
sad uh?stupid smu.
SO.at least i have littleboy.
And i wanna thank littleboy for being there.really.((:
lovelove!!now when i feel emo n my mindreaders or my listeners are not free,
i can always look for him ((:
then again, i hope i don't bother him too much
cus he's as busy as me. when u are busy, the last thing u wanna hear is someone's whineyyy complains on the same old things again eh?
hello friends.
i love you all ((:
hello little boy
i love u very much too ((:
sidenote: i think this sem's mods are crap.
and i seriously dun think i can do weellll.
too high a percentage for class participation, too many classes at 830am
cannot make slut moves to the profs anymore.damn it.
i dunno how to do my AS homework.CHUIIIII
8:32 AM
