Wednesday, July 18, 2007
i cannot help but feel upset and disappointed.
stayed home by myself the whole day,attempted to sleep through the afternoon;
but i didn't feel better.
i hate it when they make things difficult.
i can't even meet littleboy in the day.
wad the hell?
i feel like drinking.
drink all the unhappiness away.
play 5 10 and drink like there is no tomorrow.
yea,in my dreams.
it's not about me
it's about them.always them
yucks.
it happened last year
and it's happened again this year.
3:13 AM